after the winter.

我從來都不是容易放棄的人。我想你應該不知道這一點吧。
所以你大概以為我就這樣要把你忘記了，也能夠過得很好了。
只是我怕變老，不能夠歷經滄桑。
如果當時一切可以照著我的願望，我想要什麼讓我得到就好。
因為我害怕今天說些什麼，感到遺憾，捨不得這樣的話。

夏天早晨教室裡面傳來蟬的鳴叫聲，不知道你有沒有聽過？
天氣炎熱還不夠，要下過午後的陣雨才能算數，
我們的季節不再同步了。
你呼吸寒冷空氣的時候會看見我那一天的笑顏，
而我已經筆直地越過了我生命的冬季。

現在的我努力工作，愛護小動物，喜歡小孩，充滿回憶，懷抱夢想
偶爾還是會想要偷懶，說一些別人壞話，對某些事還是會近乎偏執。
不知道怎麼去生氣，會想就這樣啊
沒有你的每一天都是在努力生存像我當初所預見的
我不想也不會哭泣。

Happy Life

happy new life Rola!

cry

" His words were going on just like a broken record,on and off and of and off... couldn't say it well. In fact deep in his heart, he just kept on crying and crying and crying, never stopped."

now when i look back to those days,hard to believe that these were the things i said.

SO,no matter how much sadness and pain you are in right now,while you are waiting for your rebirth i just wanna tell you that i've been though all those too. when you are trying again and again to start all over,i will be here for you.

here's something very small and gentle that can almost comfort you.

welcome
to

my facebook page,

www.facebook.com/jentutu

everyday

everyday i forget about you a little,
miss you a lot.

everyday i follow my memories a little,
get lost a lot.

everyday i dream of you a little,
wake up all the time.

everyday i blame you a little,
hate myself more than ever.

everyday i smile a little.
try to be brave enough.

everyday i wanna see you a little,
but growing away so far.

每天被惡夢悄悄緊緊地抓住自己的額頭，
我卻不覺可怕。

Flying Devata

a moonlight swing.

are you becoming who you wanna be?

making a moonlight swing

THE SUMMER 2001

Paris.

"Who sets the rule that you must have coffee at the left bank?"

Spain

Las Meninas

Johan

The first trip you set out to see the world,

the thing i couldn't do.

how are you now?

一起床又開始彈吉他。