OK now

when i am ready to write something,i am out of time.
i got the job after the demo teaching and the interview with the school principle today.
i have been teaching in the school for three days now,
i feel everything is going really well,students' response are also wonderful.
i think now i am the most talked teacher in the school,when i walked pass the kids,i could hear them whisper behind me "that's our new english teacher.." "so can he speak chinese or not?"

coming out from my own shell,watching how other people are living their lifes,
it seems to me that everyone beside me knows what they are doing,
to me they are all successful. everything is almost so meaningful.
i wasn't living my life for a long time,i was only living my mind.
drifting with the flow of my mind.
i thought i was going crazy.

and now it is the chance for me to start a new life,and it indeed has begun.
i feel really happy in such a long long while.
and i should know that it's not that i am going to be ok,i am going to be happy.
i'm happy now,i am OK now.

and i wanna be magical. i wanna be enchanted.
i can do this so well.