lonely

there is a criket beeping outside my window.

a summer night.

lately i really have a very creative mind.

thanks to my very best friend.

i suddenly realize i always have the best stories around me,inside me.

i hope i can keep this in mind and keep going.

an almost nightmare like year,it is coming to an end finally.

( and i have no one else to blame but myself )

soon i can put myself together

soon i can wish you well

and hope

someone else has healed you and you can love again.

and someone will call you babe.

and love you as much as i can ,more than i can.

i really really wish that.

about the things that i can't overcome or comfort,

i am trying to learn and understand.

forgive me for doing the things i did.

on a night like this,i am not feeling lonley when my kitty is around.