i think it's still pretty much in vain trying anything else for the moment.
learning new things,doing new stuffs,knowing new people,
chatting the chat,smiling for the reason i don't understand why i have to smile.
try to be nice i guess.
for i am still counting the days everyday,how many days since i last saw you,
or even just heard from you.
i am not going to say things like i don't believe in love or fate or dream anymore
because i am just hopeless and cureless romantic.
even it is not coming true.
i already have a feeling that you probably are in love with someone now.
but i still like that picture shows how cute we look when we stood together on that big boat with the gator.