2.09.2010

( paper bird )

原本只是一張白紙,
任你去幻想。

做了很多努力讓這一切不是虛幻。
真正地摺出痕跡形狀過,握在手中。
感受過溫度,聽見聲音,
記憶從此有了翅膀,會跳舞,可以翱翔。

才明白 其實不能擁有它
於是想,真正讓它飛翔後,心情一定 一定會很輕鬆吧。
那卻已經是一件出乎意料之外
心中很珍惜的寶貝。

只是當學習要放手時,
最初不在意被紙割傷的小小血痕,
痛也變成真的了

多不想啊,
好希望輕輕地擁抱多一會兒,
想要在它尾巴綁一條細細的線跟著飛。
可是就是因為它已經是真的不再屬於美夢裡的一部分,
也就不能繼續矇騙自己了。

讓它自由吧,
是時候啦 啦啦啦

因為即使重量再輕有如羽毛
拉著它跟著飛也終究會有墜地的時候
那不如期待此刻有風吹過,
祝福它飛得更高 更遠些。

也許遇到雨天會被模糊成一片掉落在路邊
但也許是在某個爽朗的秋會有人撿到它,

說從那裡來的?

那是一隻好漂亮的白色的純潔的鳥。

It was a piece of blank white paper
for you to dream
or do whatever you want

You tried so hard to make it real
folded the shape and put it in your own hands
now you can feel the temperature and hear the sounds
Suddenly all the memories take wings
they dance
they want to fly

Then you realized you can't own it after all
so you said to yourself
"After i set it freei will be really free too."
but unexpectly it has already became
something that you treasure very much.

So when you learn to let go
the pain from the tiny papercut
becomes real

How i wish
to hold it tightly but gently once more
to tie a line on it's tail and trace it

but since it is so real now
it doesn't belong to part of your fantasy anymore
so you can't fool yourself anyhow either.

It's time to set it free la la la

Even it is light as a feather
you will fall after all if you linger
how about making a wish and hoping
there is a wind somewhere
and hope it can fly so much higher and further without you

Maybe it will be ruined by a rainy day and fall on the ground,
or maybe on a fine autumn day
someone catches it and he might say

"Where does this thing come from?
it is such a delicate and innocent paper bird."


the original drawing

Wallpaper bird ( 1024*768)


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